Underwater Room - Manta Resort
The Underwater Room is a three-storey floating platform by Manta Resort. The bottommost part is submerged under water, whilst the upper roof functions as a place for stargazing and sunbathing.
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING BRILLIANT
if i ever get married
and ever go on a honeymoon
this would be the dream
Imagine all the sex you could have
Take me here 😫
I haven’t had this bad of a week in a long time. Like two or three years? I feel like I’m suffocating and it isn’t my final exams. Exam I can handle. It’s people. Why is it that I try and try and I can’t make any more friends here? I’m trying so damn hard to curb my tongue, to be a proper person, to fit in but it isn’t working. This place is supposed to be welcoming? Why is it that everything I say is wrong? Why is it that my opinion is wrong?
I grew up in a town that people always said was sheltered. I can tell you that compared to the people I go to school with it is nothing. I’ve met some people who I can get along with and who I can connect with and I consider them my friends. But I don’t feel like I fit. At MHS I may not have ever been the most popular kid but I had a niche. Why is it so damn hard for me now? Why is it I can’t even manage to feel like I belong?
I miss my hometown, as tiny as it may have been, because I knew the people there, because I knew what to say. Now I’m so scared to even speak and I’m terrified of people. I just want to be the confident person I was my senior year.
I’m so desperate. I was so desperate to get out and now I’m desperate to get home. I feel like I’ve disappointed myself and my parents. And I keep trying to calm myself down and this isn’t working. The panic attacks aren’t stopping after the four months I’ve been here.
I’m facing the option of starting over and going to a university closer to home. It’ll be in a dangerous area, but I have ways to go home, places I know within the city itself. I can get a job and find a place to be. Be useful. I like to talk to people I like to help people. I’m thinking of working at a hospital. If I go to school near Northhampton I can work at the Veteran’s hospital. If I go to Worcester, I can work at a number of hospitals. I just don’t think this place will work for four years. And I want it to so badly but I ache to be near home, to see my family every other weekend instead of every four weeks. I ache to see my high school friends and to start fresh all at the same time. But being in a place where I know no one has made me sloppy and vulnerable. And I’m sorry for all these posts but I feel so scared here and so sick and I have no one here I can talk to.
•Once upon a Time (Can’t dis Captain Swan or the deal’s off)
•Once Upon a Time in Wonderland
•Big Bang Theory
•How I Met Your Mother
•The Walking Dead
• The Hunger Games
•Mortal Instruments/ Infernal Devices
•Percy Jackson/ Heroes of Olympus
•The 5th Wave